Thank you stalking my life and all, I know it’s great. Have an awesome time finding my new tumblr. Bye

It sucks that Alex gets to talk about Jake all she wants on her twitter and tumblr but I dont get to. Like I would of loved to talk bout how I spent all weekend with Jake and how we woke up early and looked out across the lake and how I said  I was tired and how he said I could stay at his place while he was at work and how he kept saying it was okay kind of liked he wanted me to, but I said no. Like honestly I look forward to not having days at work so i can go home because that means i get to see jake.  I dont know what it is about him but the way he looks at me and talks to me when im with him is something else. Its like he takes all the stress out of me, i dunno. I know im stupid but i cant help it when i walk into his room with sweats and his t shirt on and a hat and he says i look so cute.  Like im aware i look like hell now, but he doesnt seem to think so, and it amazes me. 

Today just sucks and  I dont know why.  I think im just so stressed out that Im taking it out on everyone and that sucks and im sorry.  I have to go to work tonight and you know what? Its a freaking tuesday which means 000000 $$$$ AWESOME. Fuck. I have so much to do and so little time and im afraid im not gonna pass comp, so fucking cool. 

Anyways, jacob keeps blowing my shit up and i just want to  be me and  i feel like i cant be myself when im with him and thats not okay. Not okay at all.

His shorts and shirt to bed